I Wish

I wish I could tell you, I do not have a past, but that would make me a liar. I wish I could tell you I am closer to perfection, but I would be lying. I wish I could tell you I know "how good" God is, but I can't...all I can tell you is God IS Good and I can tell you "how good" He has been to me, even with the losses I've experienced. I wish I could tell you once I decided to serve God, everything went better, but I'd have to join the father of lies, instead of the giver of truth.

What I can tell you is, God is good, I need help, I fall only to get back up...again and I keep pursuing the One who pursued and pursues me. When will I be made perfect? I have no clue. Is it when I am sinless, or when I love regardless of what you or others do...to me? I am given grace to change, mercy to get up again, repentance to cause me to look upon something other than my sin, my mess, and salvation so that when I leave this earth, I will enter Heaven...but only because of Jesus Christ. I wish...everyone would know HIM and trust HIM. I wish instead of judgment we would enter into His Love.